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Christopher Joseph Melanson was born in Worcester, Massachusetts on June 2, 1981. Around the time of his birth, his mother, Debra, was tangled in the “street lifestyle,” and everything else that goes along with it. Chris was born healthy, but his two uncles and grandmother, (Debra’s brothers and mother,) knew if he was to stay in the custody of his troubled mother after his birth, he would not stay in a healthy condition for long. They gave Debra the opportunity to get help with her troubles, and get herself clean from her drug addiction, so that she would be able to care for Chris better, but as just stated, she was tangled in her lifestyle. And unfortunately, this lifestyle was something she could never learn to escape from.
Shortly after Chris’ birth, Chris’ grandmother, Beverly, took custody of him and brought him up on her own in Charlton, Massachusetts. Living with Beverly, Chris was raised well, but he grew up with no recollection of who his father was, and because of Debra’s troubles in her own life, she was not too involved in Chris’. Beverly soon became “mother” to Chris. Throughout his childhood and early teenage years, Chris and Debra had only two or three real conversations together, and these conversations were shortly before Debra’s death on March 3, 2001. Chris was nineteen years old when his mother died. A regret he would admit is while his mother was in the hospital with the knowledge that she would soon die, he refused her requests to see him before her time came.
Though Chris’ mother wasn’t a person who was regularly in his life—a person who was there for him to teach him the world—he did come to realize later on in his life that he did learn a lot from her, and that she gave him something—a gift—that he learned to appreciate very much, even though he sometimes wonders if what she gave him is actually a gift at all, or just some kind of curse...she gave him his talent...she gave him poetry and art.
When Chris was very young, probably twelve or thirteen years old, he came across some old notebooks while snooping through some of his grandmother’s dusty boxes in her attic. The notebooks were Debra’s, from before she got tangled. They were filled with poems, short stories, and small abstract drawings, all of her own creation. Chris sat there and looked through these notebooks for quite a while, and as the days and weeks passed by, he would find himself going up into the attic to look through the notebooks more and more. Chris was amazed; he was looking at his mother’s art and reading her words—his mother, who he was unfamiliar with and confused about. This is when Chris first started to “doodle” his own small abstract drawings. Before this, Chris was never into any type of art or creative expression at all, besides music.
As time passed even more, Chris continued to draw, and when he was about fifteen years old, he first started writing his own poetry. Chris admits that he probably would have never drawn or wrote a thing if he hadn’t come across his mother’s notebooks in the attic. Another regret Chris now holds is that he never mentioned anything of this to his mother. “Hopefully she now knows, where ever she may be,” Chris has said.
During his high school years, Chris did not truly consider himself an artist or a poet, although others may have. Nonetheless, Chris continued to draw and write, and he eventually started filling his own notebooks, like his mother once did, (Some of these notebooks Chris has lost, one was stolen, and some he still has—his mother’s notebooks included.) Chris would bring these notebooks to school and to parties and show them around to his peers, keeping them away from teachers and other adults as much as possible, because of the type of language he sometimes tended to use. A lot of people took an interest in his work and he would always hear things such as “Wow, Chris! You really have to try and do something with this stuff!” As more poems were written, and as more drawings were created, he, too, started to realize that he should try and do something with his work...but Chris decided to procrastinate and put more time into having fun instead: partying with friends and causing trouble around his school and neighborhood.
Chris removed himself from high school in the tenth grade to work for his uncle’s and aunt’s swimming pool and billiard table retail business. He still continued to create his art and write his poetry however, but also continued with the procrastination and the partying. In 2002, Chris’ partying ways caught up with him; Chris took a trip to where some of us go when we make poor choices. When Chris took his trip, he started to really get heavily into his writing and drawing—considering those were the most constructive activities to do in a place like that. During those days, he started to really see the gift that he had, and also the potential that was there. “In jail, people really took an interest in my work,” Chris said in a 2008 Pascarelligallery.net interview. “The work was very popular. I liked how people treated my work. And then when I returned back to civilization, I had all these new poems and drawings that were unseen, (well, at least by all the law abiding citizens and the ones who just hadn't been caught,) and my art continued to stay popular with these people.” Yet again, Chris was hearing, “Chris, you got to do something with this stuff!” Unfortunately, he failed to learn his lesson; he went right back to procrastinating and partying. Chris did, however, put together a poetry and art compilation in 2005 with the title “Love, Death, and Pain.!? (Learn from my mistakes).” The book was sold in coffee houses all around Worcester County, and to individuals through MySpace.com. The compilation was very good, however, Chris admits that he put it all together rather quickly, and he now feels it can be much better. That particular title is no longer available, but Chris plans to release a better edited version in the near future with the title “Love, Death, and Pain.!? (The poetry and art of Chris J. Melanson 1998-2008).” “I’m sure good things will come with the release of this version,” Chris promises.
In 2005, after messing around with pastel for about a year, Chris finally took a try at painting—thanks to some of his close friends. Painting quickly became Chris’ favorite and least favorite thing to do—art-wise. “I wanted to keep my “psychedelic” style with my paintings, like most of my drawings are, but now I just get down whatever style I see in my head,” Chris says about his paintings.
In early 2006, a local artist group noticed Chris’ work in “Love, Death, and Pain.!? (Learn from my mistakes)” and contacted him. They gave him advice on how to get his work further into the public view. Chris quickly became a featured artist on pascarelligallery.net, displaying a total of 18 pieces of his many. Chris soon sold many of his works for a fair amount of money through the Pascarelli Gallery site, and other art websites that he also became affiliated with. Chris also started to sell his works privately to individuals he had met around the Worcester area. Things were going good.
In late 2006 and in early 2007, Chris had a few group and solo art shows lined up for him, but unfortunately, his partying ways caught up with him once again. Chris was arrested and charged on August 18, 2006 for his second offence DUI. He once again found himself behind bars.
During this time, Chris, of course, continued to write and draw, and there was no change in how people reacted to his work, compared to his first trip, but something changed in Chris; he learned a lot about himself, and about life—things he thought he had already known. Chris finally realized that he would continue to pay a heavy price to live a carefree lifestyle. This he wanted to avoid at all costs. And during that second trip, Chris finally found the time to pursue another form of expression that he had wanted to try since his first trip; Chris started writing his first fiction novel. Chris began writing “The Five Streets of Tragedy” in 2007, a very deep and poetic story, told by his fictional character, Richard Paul. At the present time, Chris prefers not to explain what the story is about, for the novel is still in production. All Chris will say about it is that it’s a very heartfelt story which was inspired mostly by the life and times of his mother, Debra, and other special people he has met throughout his own life. He is sure the story will be both interesting and inspiring to many different personalities. Once Chris is finished with the manuscript, which should be somewhere near the end of 2009, he will find a proper editor, and then proper representation to find him the right publisher. Chris hopes to have it published before 2011 if everything goes well. “It takes a long time to publish a book, believe me,” Chris said. “And sometimes sitting down to write it is the last thing I want to do, but I persevere, knowing that it’s all going to be worth it when I see the novel on the shelves at Barnes & Noble and places like that." Chris also began writing short fiction stories in 2007, and has completed three so far: "Kyle's First Fish", "Delusion", and "Confessional Autobiography". "Kyle's First Fish" was published in 2008 by DarkPress and received pleasant reviews. He is presently working on publication of the other two, and is in the middle of writing a few more short stories as well, which will be ready for publication in the near future.
In June of 2009, Chris took part in an art exhibition in downtown Manhattan. Chris sold 14 of his most recent artworks and donated 30 percent of his profit to a local charity. He plans to take part in more exhibitions in the future, and has said that giving back to people is one of his highest priorities when it comes to the sales of his artwork. "If I can make some money doing something that I'm going to do anyway, well then I'm going to give some of the money back to the charities."
So, that’s that. That’s Chris, for now. It’s been a bumpy road so far, but things seem to be smoothing out for him—things are going pretty good at the present time. And the future, well...the future is just that for this creative character. And for everyone.
"I've had troubles in life. I've had success in life. Through it all, I have always considered myself an artist. And as an artist, my main goal is not to become rich and live the privileged life, it is to inspire others—to help others—either through my art itself or through my many ups and downs which I have constantly continued to learn from.”
Chris' mother, Debra. This picture was taken on June 12, 1983, at M.C.I. Framingham, a womens correctional facility in Massachusetts. She was serving time for a drug conviction.
Chris as a young child. This was taken at Hampton Beach, NH or Cape Cod, MA, probably somewhere around 1986 or 1987.